Aug 30 2010
∞
let’s figure out what it’s not
In my crazy world, I’ve hit a milestone. I officially would feel super guilty if I hooked up with someone else.
Does this mean that before I might not have? Yeah, probably not super guilty anyway. I mean, I did do some weird dating 3 guys at once thing without them really knowing about each other. And there was guilt there. But it was totally manageable. (That’s not the right word for it…)
And yes, I’ve taken to calling Office Spouse my boyfriend, even though I don’t really feel that way…it’s just that unfortunately all of his friends refer to me as his girlfriend. And so it goes.
I swear I care more about this relationship that it seems like I do.
-M
